Thing that you should read

Hey guys, i'm going to post a good short story.

Titled : Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink,
so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land,
the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."


Another love proverb for you:

"Trouble is part of your life — if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough."

-Dinah Shore-

Catalyst

Catalyst. That is what i'm going to say, CATALYST.
Do you know what is catalyst?, Catalyst is a substance that is used to speed up / slow down a chemical reaction.

I know, i'm such a jerk. But now i realised that, not everything was wrong. Even now, how could i be so guilty over something?, however on the other side the person whom i reject never felt any regret to confess their feelings to me.

Iam so embarrased with myself. How could i let down myself, easily taken by the emotion that haunt me since then. Be positive, that what is they said to me. because of them, they catalyzed my life again. Everything was in a slow phase until what they said to me, speed up everything. Energize me yet, without making me feel so tired.

Yeap, so in short you shouldn't be scared over something that has not yet been proven.
beeeeeeeeep, that's all. Ok, let's step the problems over! just like the picture above.

Alright, enough of that. Now my goal is to score HD in Law and Accounting As well as Marketing. I don't care about english though.
Another thing is about my weight, i gain about 6-7 Kg in just 1 week, and i have to burn it down. So probably exercise is more than necessary, it's a MUST.

TRISTA, if you read this. we're going to have a jog in reservoir park soon. I'll tell you when, and you HAVE to be ready. hahaha..

Anyway, i'm updating my location now. I'm back in Kuching, Malaysia. This wednesday there will be a LAW EXAM, but i haven't study. crap!, but whatever. I'm going to take it all!!.

Thanks for the birthday wishes guys. I really appreciate it, i don't know when to celebrate i'm stressed out because of the schedule.

ok time to close the topic.

here's a good proverb :

"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

-Jason Jordan-

Officially 18

I'm Officially 18, Let's be positive and ignores all the problem for now..

Let's live to the fullest, and thanks for the Birthday wishes..
Time for celebration is???..

I'll keep growing till the last of my breath. :)

Mistakes

so i thought everything is gonna be alright. As soon as i leave my hometown, but then things getting worse. I realized that, did i do the right thing?? or should i just stay away from them forever??.

Ok, to be honest. i'm in love, but with who??. Who is the person that i should love??, i felt like there is a gap in my heart. I tried my best yet, i get stuck. If i should choose, i prefer not to fall in love with any girl in this big world, but Allah decided the other way around.

I know i should appreciate the thing that HE gave to me. I really am grateful, but i just can't tell whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. I felt like i'm in a deep trouble. I need someone to share, yet i can't find the "ONE", the person that i can trust the most.

now in my mind i'm thinking, just give me a girlfriend already, i hate choosing, i hate making them all cry. I hate it, Just come in to me, and said i want to be yours. and i'll say, alright now we're couple :)

Alot of people said "love is a wonderful thing", but not in my case. not in my part. i'm always like this, in the end. It's always me, the one whom always suffer the pain. This is a song called WANITA YANG KU INGIN by ANIMA, song that really make my day gone worst but i love it because it's really show my true emotion now.

Well, rejection or rejecting or even rejected. is a normal thing for me anyway, i never put my hopes too high, until that incident. Now i'm extremely sensitive, now i'm demanding a hug, a holding hand, and a kiss.. i don't know why.. but it's just that.. i want it so bad.. anyone of you could give it to me?? i'll humbly accept it without any refusal.

Sometimes if i could i want to love, and be together with the person i loved too. Because all these years, it wasn't a love based relation. It's just an coincidence, or even because of parents interference. Should i be happy with all that??.. the answer is,yes.

But this time.. if i could just.. just..

It's Not Just About

Many people believe that, words is the strongest way to explain things and stuff. But in my opinion words is the weakest way to explain things.
Then how you explain a Clear blue sky?. Clear blue sky is a sky with a blue colour without a single thing that covers it.

is that True??. NO it is NOT, This is what i meant by a clear blue sky. Look below

This is a perfectly clear and blue sky

With words you can't express it correctly and precisely. but with pictures, everything seems so clear. There will be no doubt nor any argumentation.

There is a proverb saying that . "Pictures worth a thousands words" , that means with only just one picture you can explain A LOT of things by just looking at it.

this is one of the example.

Yes, a pictures that represents people from all over the world, with different racial backgrounds.

What can you conclude from this??, one of the answer will be : "there are so many race in this world". OR "We are not Alone in This world". However, the right answer based on this picture is "WE ARE ONE" .

Just like what i wrote above, Pictures worth a thousands words. One Pictures resulting in so many unpredictable answer.

You see, it's not just about Pictures. The thing is i'm just using this comparison to give you a clear view about what i'm going to say.

It's about human feelings and emotions. this one is dedicated to my PROBLEMATIC friends that unable to share because of some "unknown" reason. hope this will open her/his eyes over the problem that they have.

Thanks to Vladimir/DeviantArt.com (Pict for Illustration).

Sometimes there are things that cant be said. Just like the picture above, what can you see from the picture??, Yes "it is a girl sitting beside a window, looking out and thinking what happens on the outside world".

With words you could lie. But not with your feelings and emotions, words is a something that "TELLS and COMMANDS" you to listen and respond, and even sometimes you can even lie by using just a simple words like "I Fall in love" or "I just broke up".

But not with feelings and emotions, have you ever tried to lie to what you actually feels over something. or have you ever tried to lie to your own emotions. I bet all of you have tried, and yet Unsuccessful, and ended up with crying or running away from reality.

I found a very rare article about humans emotions and feelings. And thanks to all of my friends whom all acting really EMO, and then writing stuff about it. I find some Interesting words that i could explain them all. All day long if i have to.

Here's the List.
1. Defensive Mechanism
2. Pandora Box
3. Unhacked Algorithm in my Heart
4. Innocence within my mind
5. Unshareable Thinking

I won't put it all, it might reach 200+ if i keep going.

Basically, The Main idea is the Same.
it is the "Incapability of Sharing"
In Shorts, These Words Represents PAIN WITHIN THEIR HEARTS
or
PAIN THAT RESIDES WITHIN THEIR HEARTS

in Shorts. These people "AcT" strong by trying to cover it all, trying to be their own PAINKILLER. but in the end, PAINKILLER is just a TEMPORARY thing, a very volatile stuff. What is best is the "TREATMENT that APPLIED" to the victims.

Sometimes pain caused by misunderstanding, sometimes by the LOVED ones, or Even Friends
Or Worst. FAMILY,
We have our own reason to be in PAIN, but not for long.

have you ever thought of "WHAT IS THE FUNCTION OF PAIN"
Pain is a sign or warning from the body that tell us, that the part have to be treated immediately, Efficiently, and Correctly.

If it was an external injury, it could be healed by applying bandage and etc. and now , medical science is very advanced you could even transplant organs and stuff.

But what i'm talking about is the Pain Inside You Heart.

We are humans, live based on what we saw, what we thought, what we feels towards the life itself.
We aren't superhero nor an Angel whom feels no pain. and we're not a psycho that have only one purpose in life. We are human in general. Live Happily ever after. just like in the Fairy tales.

sometimes we cry, sometimes we smile, and sometimes we mad. But what makes life beautiful isn't the emotions nor feelings, but the "Ability to Share over something to somebody".

Pain is the same as happiness, do you ever feel that i shouldn't share my happiness with everybody?, i bet no one ever feel that way.
It is the same as pain actually. but because our way of thinking over problems. We better Fuck off from it, and start thinking that we are a jerk, sucker, loser and etc.

Happiness and Pain is meant to be shared. But Not TO EVERYBODY, share them with the one you trusted the most. Happiness you could share it with everbody but not with PAIN. it's strange yet different.

Pain sharing will result in , very harsh emotion will be expressed out bluntly, crying, swearing and even hitting an object or even subject will occur. that's why make sure the one you're going to share is somebody that knew you very well.

Do you know why Emotions and feelings exist in the human hearts?.. this is because god want you to know, that you're not alone, you have something to fulfill, you have something to expressed out. Imagine a world without feelings and emotion. there will be no laughter and cries. there will be no smile and madness.

I know my information isn't reliable enough. to Convince you about sharing stuff. but still, 2 heads and hearts is better than 1. am i right??..