Running away, forget yesterday. I'll make the great escape, yes i am escaping. But not from something harmful or stressing. Right here, right now i am trying to escape from laziness, love problems, individualistic thoughts and Illogical perspective which lead to an ENDLESS possible solution.
Yes, i had law exam yesterday and i'm on the 50% success rate. And i hope this works likes in Monster Hunter ( A game released by capcom on PS2,PSP,WII and PC), you can improve it by buying books of combos to increase the success rate.
But anyway. I'm really grateful to Allah SWT, because of him i feel more calmness than before. I'm worrying thing less than before, i almost can't sense any jealousy. Not even when they tried to make me jealous. I'm really grateful, He's the creator of everything, the one who knows everything just like turning his own hand upside down.
If this were a game, i probably had reached Max level. And it will be easy for me to beat the bosses that blocking the way. The way to reach my hope and dreams. I could see HD scores clapping hands around my head and it makes me dizzy somehow.
Anything concerns my love problem. I'm no longer cares about it all, anyway i realised that i can't force someone to love me. Just like the case before, if one of them were get hurt because of my action. Then i prefer not to love anyone :).
Just let everything works just like it is. What is important not the future, but the present. All this time i was so scared, because i kept thinking lots of things.
like, "i'll be a sore loser if i stay single, i have to find a girlfriend". or "She'll hate me if i reject her"
of "what i'm supposed to do if i were transferred to china to work in my dad's company".
Those kinds of thoughts were erased from my memory, put into a trashbin, permanently deleted. And once more i RE-Format my mind. To set focus on something that occurs now. not tomorrow.
Anyway, This is the new day for me, New day for you too.
Here is my own quote for the day
- Life is like a small warehouse that stores new thing everyday, and everytime you want to take something out of it you'll find something unexpected from it -
-RAFIUL-
Another love quotes
Love is not blind, it sees more not less;
But because it sees more it chooses to see less.
-Unknown-
